* R e g a n N. ` * `

* Failed *

2009-01-05T19:24:00.002+08:00

Alright pple.
Ok man.. i failed.
Failed to quit smoking.
I tried my best.
lol

but... i managed to TONG for 3 days siol.
New RECORD. w00t
WHY did i light up the cigarette? COS it's bday. And theres no restriction to anything.
Alright tomorrow i shall try again.
Thx to counseller Patrick Lim.

"Your mother give u allowance to smoke or to eat"
"Nah this week pocket money go buy some cigarettes. "
She got say like tat meh. "GOT MEH?"
hmm... AOI SEH.
I kana enlightened.
Buddha/GuanYinMa suddenly appear on his face.
who is this fucker Patrick anyway?
ok he is a EX-smoker. He quit 13 days liao.
More than me 10 only. But he tok like he 3 years never smoke liao.
Tsk tsk...

OK this year 19th bday still ok la. Can pass..
HAHA. thx all who wishes me and those who never.
PCB I WILL REMEMBER THEM.
Presents of polo-T, shirt, 2 boxers?, 1 balloon?, watch and lastly. MARTELL.
BO NIAL siol give me 1 martell for bday.
HAHA.. left half bottle. Who want drink tell me.

alright... first day and i failed 2 paper for CT.
BUT i passed my MATHS CT once again.
SIGH... 2nd in class. And my disciple 3rd.
POWERah.

` R E G A N . ™

* happy bodo *

2009-01-03T22:20:00.010+08:00

Sups man..
Now is 10.21 and here i m typing rubbish again.
1 hrs 39 mins to my bday.
Firstly i will like to wish myself happy birthday -_-..
haha... 祝我生日快乐.
but why???
i scare no 1 celebrate for me tomorrow. lol
got 1 already say maybe not coming. ( no money)
sigh.......

Nvm la. No celebrate also never mind.
Just give me presents can liao. LMAOooooooooooooooo
Yea.. received 2.

A Ralph lauren polo..

And a DKNY watch...

but not from friends siol. sad
from my 妈的与朋友. haha.
luck has changed.
Alright man.. so sad to say this. i have stopped smoking for ...
2 DAYS.. foooooo.
Now my nicotine level is fucking low.
Make me fucking craving for it .
But.. sigh...
I think i have changed..
for the better.

|| Searching For The Path Of Light.
And heading towards another new path ||
hmm... ok i think this is rubbish.

so to all suckers out there.
stop sucking and start breathing =)
tat's all for today.

` R e g a n N . ™

* Movie *

2008-12-29T20:24:00.005+08:00

Aoi seh...
Time to type some rubbish.

Upon watching this movie.
I think its fucking good.
Seriously better then Huo Yuan Jia siol.

And it's none other than "IP MAN"

rating 5/5 lol
Bruce LEE's master lei. Siao siao.
Also known as Yong Chun (WING CHUN) gina.
Why? cause he uses wing chun skills.
Number 1 in Fuo Shan.

Alright ima going to be a YONG CHUN gina someday.
Probably the first in Singapore.

Ima going to buy some woods for practise.
Best wood bro. TA Ta TA Ta.

NEXT TIME NOT HAPPY 1 ON 1 LA HOR.
cos Yong Chun Ginas walk steady steady 1. =)

` ReganN.™

yawns..

2008-12-26T14:29:00.002+08:00

What sup people.

Long time since i last blog. Machiam closed down blog.
yea..2009 is near.
Sian bodo. No girl no money no life. lol.
How are u people celebrating this coming new year?
I m celebrating alone.
I will be standing in the mid of orchard see people walk past.
Couples hand-in-hand. Embracing each other. Laji-ing.
Sadness in my eyes
Counting down 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 and
happy new year to myself.
After which i will walk myself to the nearer bus-stop.
See the arriving time of my bus.
Take bus and home.
Anyone free and available plz jio me.
You can get me through this number 94501921.
Thanks.

Bye everyone.
` R e g a n N ™

* My 2008*

2008-12-16T01:22:00.000+08:00

Boring boring boring.
Had a very bad year this year.
nnb. shall list out all the things i did.
(if i can remember all)

1) Fighting at the start of the year.
2)Caught red handed by mother for smoking.
3)Kp with my mother alot.
4)Had a gf during valentine day. sad. no more.
5)Run bookie money of total 5k with a friend.
6)Failed my EM3A (MATHS) . CB the impossibe
6)A cb run my *100* dlrs which i still very du lan. lol
7)Kana handcuffed to clementi police station and enjoy a jailbird's life.
8)Friend kana whack at double 0 and i cant do a shit.

alot more.. cant remember.
nothing to blog also =(
hopefully a better 2009.

wishes all a better 2009 too.

l l
v
\_/ _l_

*CT stress

2008-12-10T06:44:00.000+08:00

Whats up folks.
Busy with common test?
sighz*.. same siol.
4 papers Tuesday to Friday.
Good Game.
MPI and AOOP = chui.
But nvm.

Let you people see how hardworking I m these past few days.
HAHA =)

1) getting started
2)SERIOUS!!!
3) WTF??

WORLD NO 1&2. (hardworking) DA YI LONG

no play play bodo. lol

Ok man. Went to Tiong's Mac on Monday to study.
Nothing's wrong about Tiong Mac. (still the same)
BUT ... zz. Tiong Mac behind the smoking corner. NB
sighz... What's wrong with youngster these few days.
There is something wrong with their thinking.
SMOKING CORNER??
Sway lor. Bo bian 2-1 vote.
Thx ah Cheryl and Jia Heng.
I went on a spree with my cigarettes.

I got a killing spree at the third stick.
Then i went on to dominating, mega kill, unstoppable,
wicked sick, monster kill, godlike and then HOLY SHIT~
hmm... bo wei gong.

Heng not 2009. Don't wanna break my new year resolution.
HAHA.

After studying, no mood siol. Go hdb void deck slack awhile.
WHY? ( becos mohammed style)
Don't understand ask me.

(Jia Heng)
What happened to him?
No idea.Hum sa lo(pervert) face.
Feeling horny siol this CB.

Borrowed table cloth from Jia Heng(weather cold)

Suddenly feel my *below* freezing siol.
AW.

sighz*.. in the end i learned nothing.
I only learned that there exist a website called "www.sintua.com"
sintua --> about god thingy.
Bo nial siol-_-

No plagarism: Pic taken from Cheryl's--> _l_ Blog

* QUITTING SMOKING*

2008-12-08T17:00:00.001+08:00

*NOTE*
: danny.cheryl.algean. OK. not forgetting Benedict(ex-schmate)[kicked out of np]
I haven't quit yet. HAHA.

OK friends. I m going on a quit smoking campaign soon. *Plz do not laugh*.
This time i m serious. Have been a smoker for the past few years.
Just celebrated my 2nd year anniversary a month back.
That's nothing to be proud of actually. lol.
Headache/ROUGH cough/Dizzyness/Short-breath have been occuring to me.

Saw this online. I think its very meaningful.
Smokers have been giving very lame excuses on quitting smoking.
In the end? Nothing has been done.
I m one of them. lol. WHY? cos i m lame. lol
And YES!!! I m quitting by the end of this year.
The end of 2008. The worst year of my life.
Going on a fresh new start. Saving MONEY most importantly.
1-2 days 1 packet. $10.20. Nb chor ah.
1 week $30-$40 dollars flyyyyyyy
If i print money then nvm. lol

So to Danny, Cheryl, Algean and BEN. Good lucks to your lungs. HAHA.
else i recommend you to 1800-438-2000.
QUIT THE CIGARETTE HOT-LINE.

lol. This is what i will be proud say to you guys in 2009. "I quitted. HOW abt YOU?"
HEHE.

Good luck to me.

New entry

2008-12-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

Blog revamping in progress
(:

byebye

2008-08-12T01:08:00.000+08:00

When someone don't love you the way you want, doesn't mean he doesn't love you. I do love her, just that, I don't love her the way she wants me to.

CHAPTER 12: 再见了情爱的

It's hard on you this 5 month to tolerate my nonsense. Damn pai seh rite to be with me. I noe you are. Haha. Few more days to our 6th month, half a year. Through so much thick and thin. In the end, we just go back to our normal life. STRANGER... haha. The words "我不配" somehow just doesnt seems to leave us. Fairytales are myth. They dont exist. HAHA. So, that is no eternity but tempoarary. The last few months have been a blessing for me. More then blessing.. Its imaginary. I nv noe i will get owned by the word love. HAHA call me NOOB. Its too good to be true. i thank you so much.. Even though we wont be together anymore, i somehow will miss the feeling but i also feel happy for u. haha.. you noe .. you noe.. All the bickering, quarelling will come to a stop. No more sad memories. I only want to save the best in my memories. The wonderful times. Let me play the villain 1 last time. Probably i just love to be 1. Sorry.. you will nv get the chance to play the villain anymore. Cause u are too softhearted.. Xin Tai Ruan bah... I can only say 我不想再伤害你了，对不起 . I cant give u assuarance and security. I cant make you happy. What i can give u is rubbish[smoking], nonsense[drinking] and ... nothing. loL. Sorry. [Sorry i'm bad, sorry i'm blue, sorry bout all the things i said to you. And i noe... i cant take it back..] haha.. I M LAUGHING. AHAHAHAHA. I M CRAZY. WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO. times will heal? hmm.. dont know. Leona Lewis arent lying is she? NB she lie i go whack her liao. Sing till so nice then bluff me. [ thought i couldnt live without you, its gonna hurt when it heals too. It will all get better in times ] haha. You tried your best dont worry. Too good for me. I m feeling so guilty can.. I cant repay you back this lifetime then nxt bah. HAHA. 欠你吧. Nxt time got problem find me. i go climb mountain, swim sea also help you accomplish. You so PRO.. sure can find me 1. HAHA.. That's all.. Bye bye my online diary.

THE END

sian

2008-08-08T10:14:00.001+08:00

i need some ecstasy now.
i want to get high.
i want to forget everything.
i want to shake my head off.
i want to die.

probably i m the worst bf in your life
probably i m just an entertainer
probably we are destined to be friends
probably someones' out there is awaiting
probably i should let you go
BECAUSE i just sux

I will be awaiting the day you say yes, meanwhile i shall be your temporary bf.
Doing all i can to please you, making u feel loved. Haha. I try la..

best friend

2008-08-03T04:52:00.000+08:00

Why are we living in a world of backstabbing and badmouthing?
Now i look and sound like a bastard.
To think that i stab the person right infront of him.
Although i really didnt mean it.
Lazy to type.
And you people wont want to know about it anyway.
Ended chalet early.
Rushed down to clarify things.
Fuck life.
Ok. We made a promise to quit smoking together. Just the 3 of us.
I hope i can do it. And i want to. Hope we do keep to our words.

All the saying about brotherhood.
Now i dont even know how to face him.

dead

2008-07-28T01:54:00.000+08:00

nothing is perfect.
i noe i m not.
and i wont be.
the only things i can do is let you go.
let u go find happiness.
not from me.
from others.
you wont find "any" from me.
i dont mind being a loser.
but making u happy is the very minimum thing i can do.
my heartfelt words.

gg

2008-07-27T14:17:00.000+08:00

sweet sour bitter.
tats my love story.
i have been through every bits and pieces.

Sweet
It started out like any couple u can see on the street.
But we are a different pair.
A weird pair.
She's too good to be true.
Being so nice to me.
Showing care and concern.
Trying to make me quit smoking.
Trying to cure my sian-ness.
But i neglected her effort.
Call me cbk/ljk/bastard or anything.

Sour
I do get jealous somehow.
Whenever i tok to you abt your ex,
I just want to noe how to further improve myself.
So as not to repeat their mistakes.
I dont want to be a loser.
Somehow i always tink everyone out there is trying to be funny.
Everyone is wearing mask..
I dont want to lose my gf.
But wat can i do?
Being possesive helped?
NO, it doesnt and it wont.
Becos i m not handsome,
not romantic,
not caring,
not gentlemently,
and lastly i m a weirdo.
I will have to 看得开.
所谓拿的起放得下.

Bitter
Everyone has their own story and i have mine too,
a sad one.
Somehow i know its gonna end someday
But i dont know when.
We have been trying to please each other everyday.
Talking any cock under the sun.
Somehow it works... but not for long.
I m awaiting your answer now.
Dont waste ur time anymore.
I have been hurting you too much.
You need to tink,to reconsider.
If leaving me will make u any happier.
Plz do so now, go far far away from me.
I will be ok. Time will heal.

Ok i m sounding like an IMH patient. toking so much cock.
All the weird weird stuff. Good Game to me.
I need cigarettes, i need beers. I need alocohol.
God plz take me with you as soon as possible.
End my suffering thx. amen. St Peter plz call my name.

sian

2008-07-26T02:54:00.000+08:00

sian sian sian sian.
life is fucking sian.
meaningless, sian.

exam coming, sian.
everything seems bad, sian.
debarrment over, sian.
keep missing classes, sian.
no mood to study, sian
relationship problem sian.
smoke and smoke, sian.

time to study.
algean and danny r u game to win me?
forget abt benedict.
he is a good game.
LOL..

to all sian bodo reading my sian blog.
goodbye...

lyric

2008-07-23T14:16:00.000+08:00

Nice Song..
enjoy =D

*下一个天亮
用起伏的背影挡住哭泣的心
有些故事不必说给每个人听
许多眼睛看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见那个自己
用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气
等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那裏散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘著雨还是眺望的眼光
用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气
等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那裏散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘著雨还是眺望的眼光
时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠
等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那裏散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘著雨还是眺望的眼光

My Name.

2008-07-18T00:15:00.001+08:00

What Regan Means

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

emo

2008-07-17T00:45:00.000+08:00

heLLO.....
today post. EMO~

see what we do in school.
see the pic u noe liao ~~

My make-up assistant. Aka Da Jie LOL
laugh till like tat.. up to no good.
but Professional skills 1 siao siao. haa

Ok.. emo liao. LOL
Joke bodo.
Bass Agent hoodie borrowed from Neng Wei
CB he hao lian kia whole day wear. Not hot 1.
like noob bodo sial Neng Wei.
0 IQ sial. indeed.

Bunch of emos with a "Babo"
highlighted 1. Extreme right.
can be found at changi village.
feel free to visit. HAHA. CHEAP CHEAP bodo!

me,jiaheng,danny,algean,patrick. lol
Fierce bo? LMAO.
extreme left fucking guai 1.
extreme right fucking gay.
extreme center fucking BENG.
SEE THEIR FACE CLEARLY!!!
dont mess with them.
mingle with me more =]

more pic couldnt find. sad
e.g. Danny studying for retest.
but is hopeless la. cause he just cant make it.
haha. chill la danny. peace ok? dont kill me.
fail only mah. pack bag only mah. cut botak only mah.

ok the end.. thats our life.
filled with boredom and simplicity.

GOOD NITE=D zao liao bodo.

hell lo

2008-07-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

hello.. 大家好..
又是环远说讲的时候。
哈哈！！！

ok.. haa..

Yesterday i was selling "kachang puteh" at Ngee Ann.
HAHA.. joke -_-
damn boring laaa...
so i decided to 跳槽.
I run over to my friends stall instead.
LoL..
xia sway nial.. infront of Ngee ann sell Kachang Puteh..
Haa.. but overall was fun..
Business was ok.. haa cos all i pull 1.
ZAI　ＯＫ！

Here's a picture of me and friend ENJOYING
THE NUTS. [ Me N Algean ]

See the thumb up sign?
GOOD OK!!!
nv come eat count u tis year 2008 unlucky la hor.
especially Danny.
Algean so honoured to be inside my blog rite LMAO.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

wa sian... my dream is to get a MOTOR NOW!!!
fuck... my mother dont allow.
zzz. veli song lei... can "boom boom" here n there..
dont care liao la. i go sign up soon. LOL.
anyone interested join me msg me ok. i steady 1.
together we can "blink blink" go home. AHAHAHA!!!

Byeee bodo!!!

LoL

2008-07-05T04:54:00.000+08:00

hello everybody.
i m back....... look who's here.
THE GOODBOY o.0

hehe..
ok today blog abt result la.

Danny - Pass 0/5 ( ready for army )
Algean - Pass 1/5 ( preparing for army )
Regan - Pass 4/5 ( excused from army )

http://www.ns.sg/Mindef/safcareer/applicant/imindef/apply.do?service=ARC

ok dont say i not good friend hor.
i even search the link for u.
just register and wait for ur letter bah. Hahaaa
see.. DNA OF A LEADER !!!
the country is in both ur hands. LoL
JOKE??

hmm.. overall who is smarter?
obvious. the goodboy.
read liao dont angry. LoL

Haaaa..... ok...
today went for Em3 quiz retest..
1st attempt was 0/25. LoL

ok today. 2nd attempt.

hehe.. CONFIDENT AS USUAL.
sian.. 10 mins own the paper.
should have gotten full mark la.
but.. careless. so i give teacher some mark.

in case he couldnt believe his eyes.

Sooooooooooooo.....
in the end. 18/25 --> 72%.

hais.. studying is a waste of my brain cells.
some pple brain cant even work. LoL
they come to sch to smoke and watch movie.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Algean and Danny chill =)

__________________________________
that's the difference between studying and not studying

LoL..

ok.. lastly. angel'share's workers sux.
byeeeeeeeeee

hello

2008-06-23T03:22:00.000+08:00

我只好把我想说的话都放在心里
因为我只想要你开心. =x

hee

2008-06-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

MONEY is the source of everything...
Ok. If today win, I get money.
If lose...
I m off the building.
hehe...

HOLLAND VS RUSSIA

hmm...
Russia draw? / Holland win?
man... headache.

MAY GOD BLESS ME WITH GOOD LUCK
AMEN~

she's back

2008-06-21T01:24:00.000+08:00

Finally....
she's back.
My mum is back after a dont know how many days holiday.
HEHE....

My items are here..
[NOT TRYING TO HAO LIAN HOR.I M NOT RICH EITHER]
WOOooo...

First item. Authentic LV wallet.
Not a replicate -_-...
nb.. xia sway

Ok.. tis is the cert to prove tats its a non-replicate..
Unlike last time. i got nothing to prove -_-
Got my home address written inside somemore. LoL.
My address is secret. I tink i made too many rival.
Later all diao zhui i die. ^__^

Casing, Plastic bag and dust bag with wallet inside.

Casing,Plastic bag and wallet.
Heee....

Next item..
Authentic Gucci hp strap.
Not REPLICATE -_-

Casing, Plastic bag, Gucci Hp strap. ^__^..

BUY 2 get 1 free.
i got tis for free.
mother buy 1 loL

haha.. Italia hoodie.
Cos its bought in italy -_-.

Fuck.. my brother got a swiss watch..
nbcb fucking jealous.
my mother say cos he didnt request for anything.
tats y. -_-..
lame.. i pay 500 for items.
he pay 150.. get a 320+ euro swiss watch and gucci hp strap.
NBCBBBBBBBBBBB... UNFAIR LA.
nvm. wat are brothers for. to share thick and thin.
nxt time i can use. LoL.

o yea... got a pair of slipper for free. [QUIKSILVER SEH]
SEH>> THANKS MARPIG
haha. bought so many slippers for us.
me , my brother , mayson , jin hao.. bla bla...
i tink all got bah. all same color..
OMG... COULD IT BE BROTHERHOOD SLIPPERS?
LOL
haa....

The END.....

...

2008-06-18T03:48:00.000+08:00

If u were my girlfriend..
what will u do?

hais...........
feel so useless...
damn...

hee

2008-06-13T01:53:00.000+08:00

today 13/06/08
yeaaaaaaaaaaa...
got my necklace.

dont say me gay..
lol...

wa sian.... today work NEC ..
see yong boon and benedict...
haaa.. alot pples sial..
sian my pay is dog jobs pay....
lol...

nvm... something to cheer me up.
woo.. my wallet and hp strap is
coming...tis time confirm real liao.
haha.
stay tuned..
tmr work dog job again =(

marcus

2008-06-12T02:23:00.000+08:00

Wednesday... 11/06/08
Happy birthday Marcus...

yea tmr work IT fair..
feeling excited sial.
NEC company -_-
hee.

throat cancer is on my way.
MUAHAHA.
in case u r reading danny and algean.
GG to "URS" lungs

OK i dont care

2008-06-08T13:25:00.000+08:00

read ur blog.
u said tat i dont care abt how u feel.
u said tat i ignore ur feelings.
ok i m wordless. OK i dont care. I DONT CARE
u win. happy?
do wat u want.

post for yesterday-----------------

me in concert of Li Mao Shan.
pic taken by ying xun. [sad]

preview of the concert. blur..

yesterday concert was ok.
except 1 cb kia want whack me.
kan na.
in the end settled.
pcb botak i will always remember u.
i apologised to him. xia sway.
nvm give leslie's sis face.
ok that's it.
wont be blogging for now .
kan na de sian. bye bodo

Blurrr...

2008-06-07T03:36:00.002+08:00

Waaaa... damn sian..
Kan Na...
Something's missing...
I dont know what...
Years since i last met my gf...
Friends ask y nv meet up 1...
Cos...

Cos...

Cos...

We are busy people living in different world.

yea... tats damn sad...

suddenly i felt that she changed alot during the past few days.
hmm .... maybe i think too much... ai ya nvm.. people do change.
feelings do fade. maybe i m not good enough... maybe someone better will come in and take my place. maybe .........

ai ya.... tats it.

today FOOP... completely wasted my time to go for tat paper.
fucking hard sial.. kan na... GG liao la. ready to go LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT
with Danny and Algean.. ZZ

SIAN AH!!! CIGARETTE GIVE ME UR POWER LA!!!

Last Paper

2008-06-06T03:42:00.000+08:00

3:44 A.m.
friday 6/june!!!
woo last paper...
finally can go kooningz.
damn fuck tired.

song bodo.mother is off to italy.
no 1's home. can anyhow liao.
await my wallet.
dont know got bo zz.
haaaa
ok.. time to study for FOOP.
byee bodo.

tired.

2008-06-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

conquered 2 papers. 3 more to go.
on the verge of breaking down.
on my way to heaven.
sleepless nights..

我很累.. 我真的累了..

Sorry.. lyric

2008-06-01T14:29:00.001+08:00

2 post in a day.
updated new song.
enjoy. niceeeee 5 stars

A SONG THAT DESCRIBES ME =(
addictive =x

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:
This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry!
[Chorus]

life's short...

2008-06-01T13:03:00.001+08:00

today sunday june 01, 2008

this morning.... i received a msg at 10.38
i was wordless n stunned at once..

hais...

"Dear one and all. Its hard to break this to you guys. My dearest dad has left us physically. Please do pray for his well being in the next life." sender - Gino.

i dont know how to console him.

"Sorry for that... your father may have left you. But what you can do is take care of your family members and study hard. Dont be so sad." - from me.

sound stupid... i dont know how to console. maybe he see liao more sad.

i feel sad for him.
hes still young. 19 yrs old only.
still struggling with studies.
common test coming and this have to happen.
i tink the setback is too big for him.. his father was hospitalised just a week ago.
he didn't pull through..
hais... life's short.
being his friend, i cant do anything to help. sianz.
fuck up.

hopefully he can pass his studies and not repeat anymore.

LIFE'S SHORT.............

i dont want to repeat.

2008-05-31T00:30:00.001+08:00

who can understand my pain? who can i tell? who can console me? no1. only cigartte.

Low attendance FUCK!!!

2008-05-30T01:54:00.000+08:00

<>Dear Regan, You have been absent from tutorial class for the following dates:

1EM3A T2A4 18/04/2008 09:00 AM 10:00 AM
1EM3A T2A4 02/05/2008 09:00 AM 10:00 AM
1EM3A T2A4 09/05/2008 09:00 AM 10:00 AM
1EM3A T2A4 16/05/2008 09:00 AM 10:00 AM

If you have any valid reasons, kindly submit them to your division general office. I would like to remind you of NP's 80% attendance policy. If you fail to meet , you would be debarred from examination in this module. In fact at this instant, your attendance is only 78.5%. So, this is the last chance for you.Your poor attendance had affected you performance in the class Quizzes. It is time you wait up and be serious in your studies.

Your EM3A tutor Oh Loke Eng 6460-6540

Dear TNG HUAN YUAN REGAN,Your attendance record shows that you have been missing classes lately. We are concerned about your absence from classes and urge you to improve your attendance record.Module: ELECTRO / 1FOOPDescription: FUDMTL OF OBJECT-ORIENTED PROGComponent: PRAClass: P2A4The rules of the Polytechnic require students to attend all scheduled classes. If the attendance record for a module falls below 80% - and this could include lateness to class - the consequence could be a debarment from the final assessment or examination for that module. Debarment from a repeat module and/or 3 or more modules would result in dismissal from the course.Please ignore this email if you have already applied to withdraw from the course. On the other hand, you may have compelling reasons for your absence, for example, medical leave or duties at official functions. If you have not already done so, please submit documentary evidence for your absence at the School General Office.You are also encouraged to speak to your Advisor and lecturers to clarify any doubts you may have regarding your studies and your personal constraints in attending classes.As regular attendance is an essential part of a student's lifestyle, your presence will make a difference to the class!This email is a system generated email. Please do not reply. If you are in doubt of your attendance records, please check with your lecturer or General Office.

My life is fucked .. how??

life's short

2008-05-28T19:18:00.000+08:00

life is short...

2008 is a "sway" year.

friend's friend motor accident died.
friend's father health worsen.
china earthquake.
myammar cyclone attk.

totalled deathtoll = ??????? + 1 hospitalised.

when is mine??
natural death ? sickness ? suicide ?
live to 30? hmm.. impossible. sin too much. sure kana lightning.

fuck stress.... lets pray to god. ( dear god.. plz bless me ) =D

tp,em3,acda,foop,del

worst then conquering mount everest. yao siew.

study till vomit blood.

GOOD LUCK TO U ALGEAN AND DANNY!!! lol

My boss -__-

2008-05-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

On a fine night on 27/05/08... 12am

I sent a message to my boss : " Hey paul this whole week i cant work. I pay u back the working days after my common test."

Boss: " The day after your test is when? "

Goodboyy.Regann: " End of next week saturday. "

Boss: " . . . . Then you shouldnt give me schedule ma. . . :@"

Goodboyy.Regann: " No choice, you want us give 3 days schedule every week but i really cannot. "

Boss: " Alamak got exam cant handle i understand ma . . Ok i see how la. . You better study well .. Let me know result. If you do badly, i humtam u!

didnt know my boss so kind. KNN everytime act act.

DIE Regan DIE !!!

2008-05-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

today 23th may 2008.
an ok day~
went to school as usual.
smoke alot as usual.
didnt listen to lecturer as usual.
pon classes as usual.
dying as usual.
headache due to excessive smoking as usual.
sense brain cancer as usual.
announced dead at 9:13pm zhun.

working hard like dog for common test. GG to all ``
i dont wish to get cheated... kill me plz

yawnz... sian......

2008-05-19T12:27:00.000+08:00

I wish I were there with you, I wish you were here with me, but most of all I wish I didnt have to wish for you anymore.
I believe that true love can really be, I just don't believe it was meant for me.
My friends say when I am around you I'm not myself, I think when I am around you I find
myself.
I don't want anyone else to get the chance to realise how amazing you really are.
Just because someone dosent love you the way you want them to, dosent mean they dont love you with all the have.
They say forgive N forget, but if someones worth forgiving you will never forget them.
I miss you a little I guess you could say, a little too much, and a little more each day.
Someway, somehow I always knew you were thinking of me too,but now i am not so sure you are thinking of me anymore. =(

Happy Bday Mother!!!

2008-05-11T02:15:00.000+08:00

wahaha. i love my mother. happy bday =D

my brother, my mum and me. Hahaa.

opps bikini cake. HAHA. funny sial.
LOVE, Regan n Samuel =)

my mother chio bo? haha. wish her healthy all year round.
N dont be worried and sad abt me anymore!!! hehe. wishing all mother,
a happy mother's day too hehe

empty

2008-05-04T20:26:00.001+08:00

long time since i last blog..... maybe this is the only place where i can share my feeling and thoughts. my online diary. gonna say out all my feelings. FUCKKKKKK. sian ahhh.. It all ended on 2/5/08. zz. hais. i broke up with my gf. my reason for breaking was tat i feel tat we are not suitable. zzzz. sian la. got a feeling of regret again. but wat is done canot be undone. i do not have the gut to ask for patch again. maybe she will feel better and happier this way.

My first gf and maybe the last 1. zz. 2 days had passed and i felt the emptyness of my life. maybe i m used to having her msging me in the morning, before work or even at night. now its so quiet. no msg nothing. but stupid me la cb. break already still expect pple msg me. i think she should have forgotten abt me. slowly i will get used to it i hope. if not i really die.

hais.... this few months may not be long but its not short either. i have tried many untouched things in singapore for example ice skating. all the things i have never tried b4. be it holding a girl hand, sweetalking and also consoling a girl. its not wat i can do. but now i can do it. she is just like my mother teaching me wat is right and wat is wrong. i missed the day she nagged me for smoking so much. maybe fan but at least i noe someone cares. hais.........

i still remembered she cried. zz. i made her cry. fuck. i shdnt light up 2 cigarette at one time. stupid me la. zzz. tats the first time i made a girl cry. and she is trying to cover up her tears by keeping quiet. so much memories........................ the day i stead with her. tats the most memoriable. still remember, i asked friends on wat a girl would like for valentine day. i call up each and every boy/girl on my contact list. in the end i bought flowers and a braclet for her. the following day i took a cab to her house downstair to meet her. carrying the flower in 1 hand and a plastic bag. may seem like a fool but i did it all. then we went for our movie. later the night tats when i really take out everything from me.... all the courage to ask her to be my gf. without the help from my another friend i doubt i could ever do it.

hais..... she is too good for me la. doing so many things for me. baking cookies. buying mint sweet so i would quit smoking. but i seems to have neglected her effort. fuck me la..zzzzz . there was a period when she smoked. i was so angry. i dont want my gf to be like me. a idiot smoker who cant quit. i tried to help her quit. i threatened to break if she continues. in the end she really quit. i hope she does not get affected by this break up and light up another cigarette again. if she ever does it again, i tink i m the cause. the fucking idiot who cause it.

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk la. i dont wanna end tis relationship. but i noe it will end somehow sooner or later. i dont know. maybe yes maybe not. but wats the point of trying to save it when u lose it.
let tis go into memories for life. maybe she will be better off without me. find a new guy, loving 1. someone who really cares. i m not the right 1. just an idiot, who dont have time for her, a fucking smoker. hais. just a bastard la zz.

i cant forget her now. will never forget her ever. just hope tat she will be happy. i wish her all my blessing. i cant bless her with happiness, i noe someone out there who can and will. she such a quality person. and i m just an idiot living my own life, being selfish. i deleted her msn, hoping to forget her. i also promised never to delete her if ever we break. but i m being selfish here. i said we could still be friends. but i doubt so. hais. so sorry to her. i broke my promise again. not the first time. zzz. i hope 1 day when i look back. i wont feel so regretful anymore. now i regret. i deserve this. pples asked me to patch. but i cant do it. i dont have the face to do it again. i m not a good bf and i noe. she said to be tat she was happy with me. i dont tink so. so maybe i made the right choice or maybe not. i m stupid. i anyhow. hais....... wat done cannot be undone. hope so much she come back.

hais. hope it just go down in memories. theres nothing left behind only memories. i m fucked up.

今天，雨天

2007-12-16T02:46:00.000+08:00

Kunichiwa....... watashiwa Regann des.. My first entry so far.............. 今天与 Mayson 去做工. Overall.. quite fun.. Haha.. Quite tiring man.. Today work as a mascot or what shit sial.. Early morning 11.30 leave house meet Mayson then go work ..　yawnage man.. First stop parkway Giant Haha..　Go there get DINO thunder then blow balloon then go rape those gina．Fun sial =D ．After that go Jurong Imm for the 2nd part.(same task, rape those gina) . ^__^ Shagged bodo．Left place at around 6+ and we took cab down fetch Marcus then go home. LOL . Can claim cab fare . Song bodo. Reach home = kooning. Yawn...... Live life to the fullest man. My bro teach 1. Now he living happily man with her oink oink. YAtaaa... Sianz........ NO girl = NO life = NO motivation = NO mood = NO happiness . ^__^

Thats all for today and maybe a month man.. Hahah..
Sign Off: ` ReganN.™

罗志祥-我不会唱歌

2007-11-25T18:59:00.000+08:00

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是k歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么
哭什么明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是k歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么
哭什么明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我

我努力唱完这歌
我忘了破音没有
你心里触动的
下一首已经不是我

我努力唱到嘶吼
我不怕剩我一个
只要你能记得
这首歌给我最爱的

* R e g a n N. ` * `

* Failed *

* happy bodo *

* Movie *

*yawns..*

* My 2008*

*CT stress

* QUITTING SMOKING*

New entry

byebye

sian

best friend

dead

gg

sian

lyric

My Name.

emo

hell lo

LoL

hello

hee

she's back

...

hee

marcus

OK i dont care

Blurrr...

Last Paper

tired.

Sorry.. lyric

life's short...

i dont want to repeat.

Low attendance FUCK!!!

life's short

My boss -__-

DIE Regan DIE !!!

yawnz... sian......

Happy Bday Mother!!!

empty

今天， 雨天

罗志祥-我不会唱歌

yawns..

今天，雨天